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[26 Jul 2006|10:36am]
It's been so long since I posted I forgotten how to do it, I seem to have lost contact with a lot of the people who were in my life 2 years ago, and it wasn't till i ended up at a random highschool reunion at k road ball room that I realised I actually miss those people. I've just fucked off to Palmerston North and never really looked back. But it would be great to regain contact with people from auckland, from highschool or just that circle of friends, where are you guys what are you up to?
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[23 Jun 2005|05:03am]
[ mood | FUCKED ]
[ music | NIN: Perfect Drug ]

YAY! YAY! YAY!

My exams are all over, i finished on tuesday, i've been fucked since then, last night I went to scarfies with people from my hostel and i went outside for a smoke ended up talking to this girl called Sarah for a while then when i went back in to tghe bar everyone i was there with had left, THE CUNTS DITCHED ME! they left in two groups each thinking i was with the other, so i went back to sarahs place and we talked crap for ages before heading to bed. I got home at 12:30 today to be told we were goimg on a random day trip. To Kapiti ice cream factory, a random liquor tasting place, a chocolate factory, candy store/factory (I brought sherbet YAY!)and to a store selling stuff made out of alpaca/llama wool, I love llamas I'm going to buy one one day i swear, the lady at the store said an average llama would cost 400-500 dollars maybe a bit more, but with a pedigree llama would cost several thousand dollars, then when we got home we went straight to dinner, the we hit the bottle straight after we got back. We walked home tonight didin't take as long as usual, must be the pills now I'm going to go do my washing, whhhooooopppp!!! back in the 09 by atleast sunday, but sounds like i'm going to have a bit of fun getting home.

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[27 May 2005|04:55am]
[ mood | drunk ]
[ music | prison death fux - Road kill ]

I just rolled home from town, God dammit I had my fisrt smoke in three months and I feel like cancer!

But on a happy note I, in my drunken state, passed the test that has been killing me all day in my sober state, so I have come to the conclusion that I should sit tests drunk cos I do better.

lalala,
I one week until my birthday; a week and a half til I go home and two and a half weeks till my first exam.

I think I should get some sleep. I have a lab at 9!

Night ya'll

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[28 Apr 2005|12:07am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Tom Petty - Breakdown ]

Wooot! I got my philosophy essay back, I got a B-, I am so stoked.

I had a seminar yesterday which i think i did pretty well in and this evening i had a cell bio test, which should be ok.

Now I'm on the tipsy side glad that I don't have any assessments till next week.
My insomnia has returned it is fucked, i have all this awake time but I get nothing done.

Meh in other news The eight foot sativa gig is tomorrow night it should be good I haven't been to a gig in a while. Oh and I managed to score a ten dollar bus back to Auckland.

I'm going to go stare at the ceiling for a few hours.

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[04 Apr 2005|08:51pm]
[ mood | Frizzled ]
[ music | prison death fux - jesus molester ]

Philosophy is going to Kill me, 1500 words on a theory that Plato invented, that knowledge can be defined as justified true belief. Meaning you can only know something if and only if: It is true, you believe it is true and that you believe that it is justified.

In other news:
-cookies and cream ice cream is the best
-I finally located Ilai
-I go back to Palmy in a week and I haven't achieved any of the study or assignments I was supposed to

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[21 Mar 2005|04:52pm]
[ mood | sore ]
[ music | killswitch engage - temple from the within ]

I was hospitalised on saturday night, because I was throwing up blood, I don't remember it.

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[24 Feb 2005|01:02pm]
[ music | Ancient : Willothewisp ]

Hello all, finaly made it to a computer. So I thought I would update.

This place is fun I found a bar that has metal gigs every friday night and everyone drinks at the halls most nights.

My room is small but I've made it home with posters and shit.
Lectures don't start till next week so its been pretty cruisey here so far and all the second years said that the work load isn't to over whelming.

Anyways I'm off to drink

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[20 Feb 2005|11:02am]
[ mood | HUNGOVER ]
[ music | Doufig Searf : Crucify Me ]

Well this could be my last entry for a while, seeings I'm leaving home and I'm not going to have a computer.

I leave in 15 minutes, I'm so excited.

I'm so hungover, had a gig last night the fucking skuldom vocalist is so hot and she has such a brutal voice.

Final Eve played a set and then I got up kicked drew off the mic and sung well screamed Crucify Me. I got pats on the back and that was awesomes and dude you've got a fucking great scream. First time peforming infront of people I think I did ok.

So the cars all packed with clothes and beers And dads calling my name, so adios all and I shall see you when I return.

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[07 Feb 2005|10:04pm]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | Doufig Searf : Gut the Whore ]

feasting from throats of celestial thieves says:
I never meant anything to you did I

I am Jack's Smirking Revenge! says:
fuck no! y the hell wud u


Feasting from throats of celestial thieves = me

I am Jack's Smirking Revenge! = her

feasting from throats of celestial thieves says:
and i thought you liked me, if i had known it was just for vodka i would have stopped

I am Jack's Smirking Revenge! says:
aawwww....well i was gona tell ya but i wanted vodka....almost slipped out when you dissapointed me but meh...

Man was I blind, I just feel so fucking stupid now.

I just have to get over it, 2 months and a whole lot of money wasted.
Well I cant get either back just glad its over.

less than two weeks now, Yay can't wait to get out of this fucking place

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[06 Feb 2005|01:59pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | final eve : final eve ]

This is the first time Ive updated in ages.

My life has been moving rapidly and everything has become a blur now on this lazy sunday afternoon I am able to sit back and reflect what has happened.
Mani came up from Nelson with his band to record and to party with us oh and for the big day out, it was an awesome two weeks, Nelsonions smoke way to much pot!

Anyway Ive got my results back and I have been accepted to massey university, I leave for Palmerston North in two weeks ahhhhh.

Light Night was badass, I love gigs.
greymalkins last gig next saturday


Peace out

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[30 Dec 2004|04:56am]
[ mood | drunk ]
[ music | molevolence - suburban execution ]

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Im soo fucked up
been drink since this morning, Im going to die of liver failure got work in four hours,

Im so sore my neck looks like i was attaked by a creature.
meow

awaa all my jim has gone, I wish I had the magic hand to refil my empty bottles,
arr some one come cook me food i havent eaten for two days

I think i should go sleep
i hope im sober by the time I go to work.

I cant find monty carzy little run away weasel.

meow
ilai is making angry fuck off and go to bed noises so this is me done

;ehguogr

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[27 Dec 2004|11:31pm]
[ mood | drunk ]
[ music | killswitch engage : temple from within ]

whoo drunk again
my family is gone so im all alone.
how do you cook food im soo hungry

meh I got drunk and dyed my hair
now i have a black face, aha ill get rid of it tommorow with ash a trick learned from the hair dresser in France.

mm beer and jim it would be better if it was jack buts its good all the same.

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[26 Dec 2004|08:22pm]
[ mood | full ]
[ music | Molevolence : vengeance ]

Im at Ilais having a gay old time,
We're off to the kings arms soon for forced to submits last gig.

Im still full from all the food forced down my throat yesterday,
Merry Fucking Christmas yall.
Bring on New Years

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[23 Dec 2004|07:41pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | cradle of filth : beneath the howling stars ]

I hate working retail at this time of year, today was flipping nuts. We had like four orders come in then we had to find places for all the stuff to go while dealing with customers. This one guy came in to pick up and order for John something and I gave him the order for John somebody else. Then John somebody else came in and said where are my drawers and we were like didnt you just take them, so I had to chase the other guy and get the draws back and give him the right ones. This lady came in saw Scott and I were out the back putting stuff away and racked of with our chiming clock, thieving whore.
Fuck Im glad its over but I got to go do it all again tomorrow.

whoo off to see masters of metal tonight.

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[20 Dec 2004|08:42pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | doufig searf : beautiful day ]

We finished writing another song, its so good, they seem to get better every time. We somehow seem to write really annoying riffs though and the one we wrote today makes me go crazy, the guys in the pit are going to kill each other. Ahah I cant wait.

In other news final eve broke up making Doufig Searf more important, yeah.

I still have money and Im still drunk.

Everyone should make voice recordings when they are drunk, I made one the other night I cant believe the shit I talk.

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[15 Dec 2004|10:01pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | tool : crawl away ]

Awa Im sunburnt, forgot how hard out sun is, it burns!

Im working like a slave. But I love money and having money and being able to buy stuff again.

I love the jds in my hand.

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[12 Dec 2004|10:52am]
last night I had some hash cookies but I wasn't allowed them at Peters house otherwise his ma would have flipped, so I hid them in the bushes, his dog found them and ate them, there was alot of cookies and it was only a small dog. I saw it stumbling around then it was just in its box asleep. It was so funny.
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[28 Nov 2004|12:28pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Cradle of Filth - Lustmord and Wargasm ]

whooooot. I have finaly finished high school, I had my last exam on thursday.
I have had some good celebrations drinking to much now Im tired and fucked up but it doesnt matter cos I dont have to do shit until next feburary.

ahah drunk people are funny especially when they are passed out in the bath tub cover in flower soy sauce peanut butter and other assorted ingredients. I dont think I have ever seen anyone that fucked up.

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Oh I see your scars... I know where they're from [20 Nov 2004|05:11pm]
[ mood | meh ]
[ music | H.I.M - Razor blade romance ]

Things are coming to an end and everything is coming together nicely I have two exams left I will pass them I will work then I will party, and then I will go to university next year.

My life is happening.. Why do I feel like I'm not living it?

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Run around in cricles til I run out of breath [15 Nov 2004|02:25pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

I just got a letter, its two pages long. But its the first two lines that have me doing back flips. They read:

It is with pleasure that I confirm you have been awarded a ZESPRI Horticulture Scholarship 2004/05.

bahhhh thats another 3 grand. Now I need to earn another 7 grand to pay for next year.

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